Floran's had a tendency to attack Mir, so when I was a new player and I saw a floran get on server, I got scared and worried that things would turn into combat yet again.
- becoming a mary sue or otherwise overpowered character - being boring, not fun to interact with ic or ooc - my inexperience causing problems (which has happened multiple times) i have a lot to improve upon and i plan on doing so, i just fear that other peoples patience is starting to wear thin
i was afraid of nothing as a new rper which was why i was bad. now i am afraid of being a bad rper which makes me a good rper